my diary first day

今日は、public speaking skillというスピーチの授業があったが、俺はその授業で大恥をかいた。まず、最初はlectureの授業があり、これはいつもどうり受けたが問題はその次のtutorialの授業だ。たった3人しかいなかったのだ。人と話すのが苦手な俺は心臓がずっとバクバクしていた。スピーチの授業なので尚更だった。当然、上手く話せず地獄のような時間だった。でも、少人数であるが故にサポートは手厚かった。それに、逃げずに最後まで授業を受けた自分を褒めてあげたいと思う。次の授業ではクラスメートとの距離感を縮めたい。

Today, I had a class of public speaking skill but I was so humiliated on the class! Firstly, I had a lecture of the class and it was as usual but my problem was the next class, tutorial. the class was unnormal for there were three students including me in the class  ! My heart was so fluttering for I am poor at making friends and a speech class even more so. Naturally, I couldn't make a speech so that the time was like the hell. However, the class was a small number of people hence the teacher's support was considerable, plus, I want to praise myself who attending the class to the last without running away. At the next class, I want to shorten the distance between I and other classmates.